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| 06:09pm 01/05/2007 |
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You shouldn't be anyone specail to me, Your just another guy. you shouldn't lead me on exspcially if it's a lie, one day it's love the next day it's done, you hurt me to much to be the one
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| 09:07am 10/04/2007 |
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mood:  indescribable
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Wow Hi guyz.( lmao) * note 2 self never say that agen..
Just thought i'd update cuz . kinda 4got bout this site 4 awhile. Anywho Things are alright i guess . saturday i found out dylan hates me . and then told me straight up that he'd Never go out with me.. i asked y.. all he sed was well.. i sed well what?.. he replied k!
Who the fuck understands that convo! cause i don't! omg. so yea i still have feeling 4 him but.. hoping they disapper since .. well yeea . * state the obvious* Umm so yeah rite now i'm in comtech. and every1 but me is looking on the internet 4 commercialz for our project lmao ..rather not lj is better than that.
Tehehehe i'm not single ne more but .. i'll let u guys . try n guess who . cuz tellin is'nt as funn^_^muhahaha. hope this 1 lasts :P i g2g. gilmors coming around 2 check if were uses the internet "properly" lmao . later dayz. |
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| screen names i wish i had the gut 2 put up |
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| 04:24pm 20/03/2007 |
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mood:  crushed
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NoThiN iS mOrE pAiNfuL Then ReALiZiN He MenT eVeRyThiN 2 u,& u MenT nOtHiN 2 HiM
Some day u'll cry for me like i cried for you ¤ Some day u'll miss me like i missed you ¤ Some day u'll need me like i needed you
¤ Some day u'll love me, but i wont luv you!
When I look at you my heart skips 1 beat but later that beat could mean a life time of tears wasted on some thing i knew i could never have!
I AM JUST A GIRL. STANDING INFRONT OF A BOY ASKING HIM TO LOVE ME!
Sweet is love when all is sane
Sweet is death to rid the pain
Cruel is death when all is well
Cruel is love when all is hell |
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| I think i'm supposed to write something important in here |
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| 08:55am 08/03/2007 |
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Omg yesterday was wack Ms. Heit kept going on&on& on.. bout cirumsion!. We're like SHUT UP wtf would ask what the definition of that is? Such a Lonnnnggggggg day. i swear she wud'nt just shut it. LoL whow i've never relised how much i'm on LJ in comtech lmao .. yay no work .. mr.gilmor has'nt been heree 4 lik a week . like he's always sayin he's sick or he's gettin better like wtf .. how many times can 1 person b sick. Im beginning 2 think that wut micky did(skippin) was'nt such a bad idea. cuztheres no point we don't we do anything . lie rite now i HATE Com.Tech!. i'm bad at photoshop n gud in flash but lik.. w.e UGG . so yea . i'll b @ stc w/paul 2moro.any1 wanna come with. i wanna go play ddr . but i dun't wanna alone n i doubt paul would. if u wanna join . wer watchin umm . the number 23 so yea .. JOIN!. n yea.lemme kno if ur comin. i think tashaz goin 2stc but with simone during the day so we might meet up with her . though she wud'nt b seeing the movie.>unfortunatly that bitch has 2 ALWAYS be with her lil sis. i swear she shud really just get out for a lil bit, with some freedom. |
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| It'z off itz all off . no more worries i'm forever drowning in my own tears. |
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| 09:49pm 05/03/2007 |
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mood:  embarrassed
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OMg sry if i can't type properly .. but at 1st i was scared cuz of tuesday and my date now .. i'm miserable!.. here the convo shud exlain ..(keep in mind this is the night b 4 the date)
Tw33ty: OUT OF ORDER *due to him* says:
kk since it was All up 2 me cuz Sum1 who i will not mention does'nt lik convo .. stc after skewl?
°°[ s ] [ ? ] [ i ] [ t ] [ h ] [ a ] [ ? ] [ ? ] [ ? ] [ ? ] [ š ]°° says:
iunno cuz iam sick and i dont want u to chach wut i got
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sorry iam truely really sorry
Tw33ty: OUT OF ORDER *due to him* says:
sure fine. it's alrite i guess
°°[ s ] [ ? ] [ i ] [ t ] [ h ] [ a ] [ ? ] [ ? ] [ ? ] [ ? ] [ š ]°° says:
ur mad at me rn't u?
Tw33ty: OUT OF ORDER *due to him* says:
kinda but i'll get over it evenually
Tw33ty: OUT OF ORDER *due to him* says:
dun't worry bout it. nth big .. jus lemme kn sumthing
Tw33ty: OUT OF ORDER *due to him* says:
do u lik me.. i dun't mind if u say no .. b truthful
°°[ s ] [ ? ] [ i ] [ t ] [ h ] [ a ] [ ? ] [ ? ] [ ? ] [ ? ] [ š ]°° says:
as a frend
Tw33ty: OUT OF ORDER *due to him* says:
thats kewl .. tats all i wannted 2 kno
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ight |
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| 06:04pm 05/03/2007 |
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mood:  hyper
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hope u hav fun on ur euro trip .. bring me bak a lil sumthin .. later sexy ... dun't go crazy over HOtt europeanz lmao .. gud luk hav a safe trip n .. ttyl .. i'll survive wit syran lmao .. well dun't wurri bout things n scarbz. we'll take of that.
Muah hav funn & & if u really wanna screw me over down n t.dot jus writ down my email n give it 2 sum hotti. i'll b so fuckd |
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| 06:04pm 05/03/2007 |
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Ugg ..kk on Thursday theres was that horrible fucking snow storm that blew off my day with dylan!. n so yea i was pissed cuz .. i dun't a shit wut u ppl think that he's eww or whatever cuz i've known him since gr.2 n i've loved him 4 like ever . n now is my time to shine if my shy'ness dos'nt get the best of me first. On sunday .. i spoke 2 him agen and .. we re'planed to meet up .. so its on! .. On tuesday . YAY TUESDAY!!!. & & HOLY FUCK I WOKE UP 2DAY AND OPENED MY PHONE ONLY 2 FIND OUT ****PAUL HORNER**** SENT A TXT 2 GO C A MOVIE SUMTIME SO WE CAN GET 2 KNO EACH OTHER!!!!. lik wtf . i'm not retarded .. uhhhhh .. a kid who likz me . who stalks moi .. n than ask 2 " go c a movie" . Paul .. shame shame on yooh.frigin horny bastard |
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| 07:33pm 01/03/2007 |
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You'll die from an Unlikely Illness (like the plague).
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You will unfortunately succumb to a random and unlikely disease. Only to find out after death that eating more broccoli would have cured you.
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| 'How will you die?' at QuizGalaxy.com |
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| HELD UP! |
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| 04:49pm 01/03/2007 |
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mood:  bitchy
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wtf ! holy shit .. 4 once ithought it was magical . of how i MIGHT accually b able 2 spend time with DYLAN... well guess agen i was forced 2 tell myself.. cuz such things will never happen. Well at least not in this world!. omg stupid snow storm had 2 come and ruin everything!!So pissed right now not even loads of chocholate can fix this mess. i lik him .. but UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH can't take this BS i have 2 go through! OMFG lik i hope he.. he he.. umm nvm nothing .. i jus i can't b mad . i can't let it control me.I NEED HELP . IF ANYONES STILL LISTENING!.. ballin' my eyes out here ..n 2 think .. ppl think i'm i threat.. i wud'nt hurt a fly! i've never dun't anythin 2 hurt any1 .. i unno wut 2 say prob add more later if my hand defrstz .. UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDYYYYYYYYYLLLLAN!!!! |
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| TOMRROW^_^ YAY |
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| 09:21am 28/02/2007 |
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Oh My Gaud so like yeah tomorrow I plan on hanging out with Dylan after skewl. We still have no clue where to go or what we might do(watch a movie .. umm no clue what else.. )He hardly spoke before. So it's hard to know what we'd both enjoy doing.
Yesterday we spoke online ..I think for the first time this kid accually said something other than (nun. nah. ye. kk.) It was .."Different" lol I was'nt talkin to a wall .. now we chat in the halls & walk to classes together. This might be going somewhere.But where no one knows.(well maybe some do, but not many!)
MHM** mayb we'll head 2 stc or sumthin no clue .. jus a thought.
Why Only me?
**Clue you in**.. on saturday .. when he was inviting me to go somewhere on thursday. he noted .. that he did'nt want any friends to tag along. But he logged out before I could say anything else. |
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| !!Meaniez STOP Skippin!! |
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| 09:06am 28/02/2007 |
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mood:  listless
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Hi, Guyz*lmfao*(mayb i shud'nt say that). So yeah .. Yesterday was pretty kewl .. but i did'nt think half of my close friends wud dip frm skewl and not tell moi .. lik .. wtf .. U PPLZ R MEAN!:( In any case .. i had a great day.^_^ omg so yeah .. i'm here in comtech again . and . Gilmor was'nt feelin well except this time he did'nt come to skewl.
Unfurtunately .. instead .. i have Sir Ola as a fucking substitute.UGHH!! out all all ppl y him .. lo9l i walk into class late n he's lik . o HI tania! in sum retarded english accent. it was odd! .. Umm so yea i just continued walkin 2 my seat lol. rite now i have Aaron beside me .. wunderin wtf is she doing on lj(no clue wut lj is) andsearching up random trailers of upcoming movies.. as for on my other side is christine.C talkin with other flipz in the class.*them and their forgiener-ish-ness. |
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| 01:01am 27/02/2007 |
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Sup Sup ppl z .. i'm Sooo . bored lol . i'm in Com. Tech lol.. omg gilmors like " i'm not feeling well so u guyz can do what ever as long as it'z nothing bad . so yeah here i m typing this crappy blog..Ahh i can't believe i'm taking Gr. 10 english next year .AGAIN!! But i guess i knew it was coming.. stupid me always skipping 4th .. i guess it pays up 2 sumthing ..lmao.OMFG kk Ryan member wen we went 2 smg 4 mr. lenzo! .. fuckin PAUL HORNER *lmfao* kept staring at ME!.. tehehe Dylan lukz like a hyppie.. meh .. that was funn tymz . Any who .. hows u ppl duin?.. oh n b4 i 4get Here r my classes 4 nex year.
English:(applied) EMS2P1
World Religions: HRF301
College Math: MBF3C1
Visual Art: AV13M1
Photography: AWQ3M1
Travel& Tourism: CGG301
Body Alive: PAF301
Healthy Living: PPL301
**ALTERNATE**
Com.Tech.: TGJ3M1
So yeah .. well that took i while seein how i began typing with my fingers frozen from the winter cold .. Shit class is done .. well i'm off 2 go meet up with heather in math.STUPID MR.LEE NEVER REALIZEZ WE DON"T DO WORK IN THAT CLASS... ( which we shud Really start doing!) |
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| 08:22am 21/02/2007 |
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How come only when i decide 2 leave do the ppl i care bout .. start 2 shine.. FUCK.. omgkk .. D sees my screen name and is lik .. aww ur leavin?y?i'm gonna miss u although we hardly talk..n shit .. i'm sittin there lik .WTF cud'nt u say sumthin bout this sooner lik ..i'm goin fukin crazy .. n all this time u thought i was mad at u .. so thats y we never spoke?.. BS. .. watevr .. prob move . n b free from the drama . n the chillz i get from .. seein stupid D! |
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| 06:27am 21/02/2007 |
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KK heads up on whoz goin 2 do that famine thing where u don't eat 4 a whole day..:P .. sounds useless but .. yeah ..i'm in it so fuk off if u make fun of me.. itz on march 2nd ( nex friday) n itz 9 am to 9pm .. * 12 hr famine .. lo lmeh.. don't eat on normal dayz ne wayz! so jus givin heads up if any1 wants 2 join ask a student council member . 4 a form .. n yea join .. i'll b there^_^.. oh yea n u gotta get pedges .. 2 take part .. minimum of 12 dollars XD not alot . n so yea .. *** u get free pizza & pop at the end of the famine..&& during lunch .. water n juice will b given if u r participating.
SO LIK YEA COME JOIN ME ON RAISING MONEY FOR CANADIAN FOOD FOR CHILDREN FOUNDATION!! |
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| 06:56am 20/02/2007 |
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Let me drown in worthlessness for that is all i feel i can't take jv anymore .. i'm drivin myself insane its not sumthin anyone did. or the way sumthin turned out .. itz my fault not yours i suk in skewl n i always will . but i shud'nt hav 2 force myself 2 be happy wishin' thingz were a certain way. I know I may look happy n say i'm fine .. i also kno this mayseem like a sudden outburst since i fear 2 tell anyone anythin. But this is how i feel ..
I feel as thou I'm Locked up in a jail cell . and bed is my locker it is always ther and only has a simple purpose. And for my classes are as useful as i make of them.In anycase I'm just sayin i'm one 2 stay quiet and face wutz ahead . but me continuing in jv .. is worth nothing 2 me. I'd rather waste time usefully than kno i hav no future ahead. I don't wanna become some retarded hobo who is selfish, and ignorant.
Well I'm notgonna let that happen to me. I'm not going 2 let bein a failure n fuckin skewl let me down .. i wasnt pickin jus any random skewl 2 go 2 .. i chose wexford cuz its a art skewl i checed it out . n i really think i'd b happy there i know i'd miss alot of ppl.. but i rather b happy . i can still hav contact with u if u let me . lik i practacly liv on msn . n facebook. ne who .so yea thats jus bout all u didn't kno bout me . n so alrights if i don't seem the same anymore you now know why. |
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| Lyrics For The Soul |
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| 04:26pm 07/02/2007 |
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HEDLEY
3 2 1
i heard a distant early warning
but i chose to ignore it
it came back and bit me
seems like we're victims of bad timing
cause you wanted more than i did
i can't give you what you need
she said "hold me, hold me, closely, closely"
that's when i should have ran
3.2.1, it's the final meltdown i want out now
i wish i would've known to doubt you
i'm better off alone without you
3.2.1, it's the same old story, love gets gory
why'd we have to go and change things?
now touching you is such a strange thing
i got so caught up in the moment
that i forgot what it all meant
but still i'd do it all again
you said, "no stings attached, i'm wild"
i didn't know you're in denial
and you became my ball and chain
she said, "hold me, hold me, closely, closely"
that's when i should have ran
3.2.1, it's the final meltdown i want out now
i wish i would've known to doubt you
i'm better off alone without you
3.2.1, it's the same old story, love gets gory
why'd we have to go and change things?
now touching you is such a strange thing
she said "hold me, hold me, closely, closely"
"hold me, hold me, closely, closely"
that's when i should have ran
3.2.1, it's the final meltdown i want out now
i wish i would've known to doubt you
i'm better off alone without you
3.2.1, it's the same old story, love gets gory
why'd we have to go and change things?
now touching you is such a strange thing
she's holding on while she can
why'd we have to go and change things?
she's holding on while she can
now touching you is such a strange thing
she's so out of hand
i'm dreading all the baggage and what it brings
she's so out of hand
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| 04:19pm 07/02/2007 |
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The Answer To One Question Who No-One Knows And Everyone Asks...
I S T H E E N E M Y O F M Y E N E M Y M Y F R I E N D OR M Y E N E M Y ? ? ? |
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| 06:24pm 05/02/2007 |
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hi pplz. so li kyea 2day .. after skewl i had 2 go c Wiles so yea tasha came wit me .. but i had realized i'd ditch my friends. Oppz srry!! n then wen all that was done tasha n i went 2 pizza pizza wit hercuz . 4 a snack.EWW I HATE IT BUT MEH!! I WAS HUGARY.so yea we ate n then split r seperate ways. i went off 2 town thinkin i cud still ketchup wit shrooms/tiggz/n micky,, but i was unforunate cuz u pplz had left b4 i got there. nex-tym nex-tym. so i went shoppin around n boughtmore earringz lo YAY.. then i gotz bored so wen 2 the arcade( WOOT DDR)* dun't kill me i'm srry wun't use ur wurd* umm n surprisingly while rocking out ddr i turned around n McEarl, Marc,Juelz, n Harold wer there. "FREAKY" n so i hung wit them 4 a bit. then i was lik kk i'm gonna head out now .. but Noo mcE waslik hi were gonna go c a movie wanna cum with? ME: wut movie/ The Messengers. Oh ic buty i'd get freakked .. so u wanna go c it or not?. i'm lik sure why not.
So yeah the movie was awsume.except i'm so cunfused .. heres why..(whut happened durin the movie).
*1st of all take into concyd tat marc n i sat bside eachother*
KK here we go.. umm the muvie was awsume but hate part wher thing jump out n oddly enogh evrytym i'd jump. marc wud ask" u scared?" lik wtf wud u think - no i luv it itz so FRIGIN HAPPIE- so yea ne wayz .. after lik i few tymz i was Super Freaked n was hardly lukin at the screen so he asked agen n i sed ye .. n nex thin i kno wer we cuddled 2gether. but i felt so lost lik .. it was as if we were 2gether agen. I was happie but yet cunfused. i'm not sure wut ihis thoughtz r .. but ahh i unno .. so yea n then the movie ended and he let go.But i still m tryin 2 figure out does he still lik me?
SHIT THIS IS GONNA PISS ME OFF MORE THAN DYLAN!!!
oh yea n while tasha n i wer getting pizza dylan was n there eattin too. well thatz basiclly wut i did 2day. hopfully i find the suotion 2 this sudden questionz tat keep poppin up.
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| 05:07pm 25/01/2007 |
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mood: lonely
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explain SOOO very much n so few words..
Too many times im satisfied trying to find the right guy, that was too good to be true.
I had to resort to a lonely life, too many single nights, too busy even to choose.
The only thing that mattered to me was that I had to do me and getta where I had to get to.
Its funny 'cause I ain't even want you but you made me want you and 1 and 1 became,2 |
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